Que sera sera

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'Que sera, sera,
'Whatever will be, will be;
'The future's not ours to see.
'Que sera, sera,
'What will be, will be.


As of late, I've been thinking about my future a lot. Many of my friends are jumping into the marriage bandwagon. Like lemmings, it seems like everyone is running towards the cliff of marital bliss and hurling themselves over without a thought. Everyone but me that is. Some days, I swear I can hear my biological clock ticking away and my sub conscience mind counting how many eggs I have left. Scary, right? (belum lagi bgtau about my mimpi dapat baby sendiri o_o' ) But do you girls out there feel the pressure too? Or am I alone here? Whatever pon, que sera sera kan? Whatever will be, will be. sigh~

Tick tock...makes me really nervous, this clock.


Anywayyy, its been some time since I've updated. Sorry! Its just that I don't have TIME to write/do anything other than my phd work. PHD is HARD people!!!!!! Susah nak mamposssss.OMG.I have a few white hairs already and its only been like 5 months. There are tons and tons of materials to read, analyze and write. I sleep at 4 or 5 a.m. every single day and I'm still gasping at straws here. I don't have time even to look at the beautiful clouds outside or even eat properly cooked meals anymore. Thank goodness I have a few friends here that often 'support' me (i.e. inviting me over for dinner lol thanks guysss) when I'm too busy I forget even to eat. Sedar2 dah lapar gile and its like night time already. Point is, I don't really have time to do anything but study these days. Sad life indeed.

Ok, thats enough of sesi meluah perasaan. (I am grateful for the everything, just so you know). But I have a few other things to talk about. 

First, World Cup! Which team do you think will win? I have a feeling that Germany has a very good chance, based on their performance against Argentina and England that is. Speaking of Argentina, did u guys notice Maradona's (the hand of god) antics during the game? I think he is an interesting character indeed. So much emotions on his face and he was standing so close to the edge of the field most of the time that I thought that he wanted to just join his boys in the field. And whats with his claim that he will run naked around town if his team won? What kinda manager does that? hahahaha!!!! 
 Muke ko sgt expressive!

So yeah, I think the finals will be Holland v Germany and my bets are with the Germans. Miroslav Klose is super hot btw. I noticed him in the last WC and now he is a bit older but still so fineeeee :D
 *wipes drool*

Second, KassemG!!!!! OMG! I watched his videos on youtube and couldn't stop laughing. Everyone, please check him out and watch his "Awkward Moments" and "California on" series. Funny with a capital F!

I think he is very funny. but be forewarned that his jokes are not for the easily offended.

Third, Lady Gaga's Alejandro music vid. I mean, whats up with thaaaaaaaaat? I know she is eccentric and all but this video is seriously disturbing at all levels. I don't even understand what the song was about in the first place and thought the vid might explain more. Instead, the video left me seriously traumatised. Go and have a look and see for yourself the debacle that is Gaga, and tell me you wouldn't want to burn your eyes out with a hot poker after that.

How true! huhuhuhuh

Last one, here's a few songs that I'm listening to now. Thought of sharing with you guys. Why? Well, just coz.

-I thought this was a typical mushy love song but I've never been so wrong in my life. The lyrics are fantastic, cruel but absolutely awesome!!! hahaha

-I love David Gray and this song is very, very good for those days when you just wanna chill.

- Great song! John's voice uuuuuuuuuhhh...

- We all have fond memories of the house that we grew up in. Really sad country song.

Ok, I think I should stop before I post my whole playlist here. And for someone who complains that they don't have enough time, I do seem to have plenty of time to watch vids and download music and now is blogging about it! Sheesh!! So I'd better get back to work.
Take care peepsssss.

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masmuni said...

jinan!! ko sangat normal, ak pun takut yg telur ak makin habis huhu

oh well, nasib baik cycle ak lambat haha

kay kamal said...

same here..at least ko da odw for a PHD and im here waiting for a DEGREE..sigh~

and ohya, the gaga thingy so damn true! i really igt nk further explaination from the vid alih2...gile btul

livingblossoms said...

Mas: Damn..aku plak cepat..mmg telur akan kehabisan cepat *gulp*

Kay: hello kay, ko tak perlu PHD!!! hahaha..and yeah, GAGA is so wierd n kinky..